Letter to Saba,

Letter to Saba,

Probably you’re having fun now, its Friday probably, yes its Friday I remember…..
I’m very tired because of work and very sad these days… what have you been doing these weeks? Soon months, years, we will be grown ups, you will have a family, and I will have a lot of lovers as usually. I will be a famous film director and you’ll be a photographer, we’ll have to work in different counties.

One Beautiful day, some magazine would need to shoot photos of me, I will agree, it will happen in Vienna, I’ll go to the studio and there…. There would be you…. We will say hello to each other, make the work and say goodbye… I would be waiting for your call all night, in a hotel room. I hear a ring… ring- ring it’s Saba! Now I want to grab the telephone, but something is stopping me and saying: he will think that you have been waiting for his call! But it’s true! No I SHOULD WAIT a LITTLE! Ring-ring… 2 rings have sounded… I should take it know! One more ring…I am answering. I will hear your voice from the end of the line, but because of my heart beating laud, I won’t hear anything, only after, I’ll remember that you have been saying something about the morning, and that we should have met in the café before my flight.

Night will pass and morning will come, the only thought about you will give me the strength to wake up. I’ll stand up and have a cold shower, choose my favorite violet dress, and my blue cheeky shoes. There will be -20 degree C. but it won’t matter anymore. There’ll be still dark because of winter, I’ll stop the cab and tell the address. The cab will move, after one hour driving we will still be standing in front of my hotel. I’ll feel cold, sadness, and feebleness… Still dark… the cab is moving and view from the window stays the same…
I’ll try to communicate with a driver, but I’ll know that it won’t be successful. And it happened so. I’ll sit my eyes close, concentrating on my memory, changing.
I’ll open my eyes and everything changed from Gray-to-Bright, sparkling and unnaturally colorful, harmony and anarchy united in one logical balance, and me and you will be inseparable part of it.

Katalina
katerina bakradze

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